Life is Magical and Terrifyingly Difficult

I stood here for close to an hour this morning.

I watched the dolphins dance and play. 

I watched at least 3-4 humpback whales breach out of the water as they were feeding.

It was absolutely breathtakingly beautiful and surreal and peaceful and magical.

And.

I also sobbed as I stood there, because life feels so hard and scary sometimes. Today.

Both things can be true.

Life is magical and terrifyingly difficult.

Sometimes at the exact same time.

No need to worry, I am fine. I cry often and understand that tears, for me, are medicine. I have tools and strategies and a deep clarity in seeing that the very best things in my life are also some of the most terrifying. I know that my big expansive extraordinary life has only been mine because I have looked fear in the face and done the thing anyway- over and over and over again.

Transitions can bring up old sh*t.

Some of the fears I’m sitting with today are so old. They’re irrational.

Things I’ve worked through in therapy and coaching and hypnotherapy. 

Yet they still pop up occasionally.

The difference is that now I see them as old. More like memories than feelings. I can allow them to move through me because I know they’re just ghosts. I’m not actually afraid of what they’re saying or worried that I’m falling back into old patterns.

One of the best gifts of my life is this kind of clarity around my inner ecosystem. The ability to listen and hone in, without making it all mean anything. To be with myself and not try to fix myself.

I’ve gained it all through years of healing and therapies, with the most transformative being hypnotherapy and subconscious healing. It’s allowed me to access these parts of myself. To get to know and understand them, so that I can have clarity around moments like this. It’s been transformative in every way possible.

It’s the reason I trained to become a hypnotherapist. Because I know that understanding our subconscious terrain opens access for massive healing.

If you’re ready to connect with your inner ecosystem, to cultivate a deeper sense of connection, a deep dive session is an amazing way to do that!

I’d love to hold space and guide you, to hold the mirror so you can see your own magic and how extraordinarily capable you are.

And this month these sessions are 50% off!! Use code BIRTHDAY50 at checkout or reply here with any questions or wonderings you have. I’d love to chat more about what a deep dive is and how it could benefit you!

with love + solidarity,
Victoria